Talk with Palak

  A Poetry By Palak Maheshwari..

 A Poetry By Palak Maheshwari.. Main naapaak na hoke bhi paak hui Sab bol kar bhi bezubaan hui,   Tere badalne ki berukhi me Main aag se raakh hui,  Tu chodh na jaye iss dar se  Me paani si shaant hui,  Main naapaak na hoke bhi paak hui  Sab bol kar bhi bezubaan hui...   Tu kareeb rahe is dil ke  Me khud se juda hui, Aandhi bhari iss zindagi me  Main baarish ka chain hui,  Main naapaak na hoke bhi paak hui Sab bol kar bhi bezubaan hui...    Tu din bhar padhe muje  Teri pasand ki aisi kitaab hui, Khul ke hase teri rooh bhi  Main khushiyon ka sailaab hui,  Main naapaak na hoke bhi paak hui Sab bol kar bhi bezubaan hui...   Tu piye muje hi sirf  Main teri pasandita chai ka pyala hui,  Har mod par dikhu me sirf tuje hi Tere raaste ka ujalaa hui,  Main naapaak na hoke bhi paak hui Sab bol kar bhi bezubaan hui...    Tu na bhul jaye iss khauf se  Tere har lafz ki zubaan hui,  Tere har zakhm ko bhar du  Main aisa koi marham hui,  Main naapaak na hoke bhi paak hui Sab bol kar bhi bezubaan hui..

 Have you ever feel like you are not enough now, means not for the society but for yourselves. You can do everything, yet you are unable to do anything. Although you have the best people you need in your life. A great loving family, friends standing together, Partner who will keep you happy forever...so, why does it seems that there is something missing in life? You are unable to do anything even after doing everything?  A person who learned to take every small and big decision of his life by himself. He took all the responsibility at an early age. even if he didn't want to bear this burden, he did not get anything in return, but whatever he had he lost it all one after the other. A complete fusion of feeling like happy, sad, angry, frustrated, crying deep inside but still numb. Many times it happens that everything goes bad in an attempt to make everything right. Why does it happen that even after reaching the height of success, it seems that we do not win. The closer I look at li

When should you decide to leave? How harder you should try? How many chances you should give to them?   Am I the one who is lacking behind or Is it ever be worthy?  Our life is full of questions which we always ask to ourselves, how many of you got your answers? Here I got some question requests, so thought to share it with you all and I am happy if you got your answers.... When you have seen it all, but still unaware or feeling lonely, even after feeling everything or even after putting all your efforts they are not happy or nothing being worth it, after being worthy for them or you have done more than you can to save that relationship or you have been completely changed yourself for someone and have been waiting for their change for a long time or claim your own freedom so that they can live freely or lost yourself while all you were doing was looking for them or you gave answers to yourself for that every question that you should ask to them. It's time for you to leave that toxi

Who is tired or broken? You or your soul? What are you thinking? Let's find out whether we are broken or not!!.Walking in a crowd of life is a distant thing, we can't even stand and you talk about running?        Comment down below if you can relate after reading this.               Dream...people live more in dreams these days than in reality. Dream, that if ever maybe fulfilled, then a wave of happiness comes and if it is not fulfilled then it hurts the most. This is the depth in which we just want to drown, don't know where we reach drowning. Nobody is against you here! One Wish!...only one wish is enough to see the dream. One wish as if a message of happiness, that we want to read every night again and again. We get tired going deep into it, but our spirit reaches the same again and again.  I had many kinds of dream too! some completed, some remained incomplete and some even dreamed like a dream. And when woke up in the morning, I came to know this beautiful feeling whi

 Why does this happens when you have everything, but nothing.  Many times it happens that there is food but no hunger. There is reason to be happy but no one to share the happiness. Too much to say but no one to listen. There are many directions but no idea of destiny.  Has That Ever Happened To You? You feel lonely even in a room full of people..!. They all belongs to you, but nobody is yours...They all are listening to you, but nobody listens. Why do you feel as if all your relationships in the world are strangers? Although only one person is enough to spend life, but then why do we need so many relationship? Why is there not a person in a room full of people that we need the most.  When someone is standing on the stage reciting a poem, its purpose is not only you to listen to his poem, he also wants that if one understands his poem, it is enough. That inspire him to write more.  Let me tell you why this happens....  We spend our whole life in search of one person, that meets all our

 HEY! Welcome back to my blog.. I believe you all got something to understand with this blog title. "You Should Not Always Date Your Feelings". Sometimes it doesn't always have to be the way we want it to be. Even in the desire to get everything, something will remain. This is completely my perspective, may be you think something different than me. But as far as I observed I didn't get everything I wanted in my life. 

 The Midstream Hey peoples, welcome back to my blog .. I remember I ended my last blog with a weird but uncommon shayari, I hope you don't want me to repeat that shit again. So, who were those people .. Hmm; interesting, writing this blog series after long time making me remind of all the lovely faces to whom I called my living tableaux. Well, we all have some friends or some of them are family too who give us the most important lessons of our lives. I also had some, but not now. Everything has a time in your life whether it is happiness, or sorrow or even those people who hurt you the most or should I say who left you where you most needed them.  After leaving hotel due to some medical reasons now THE MIDSTREAM Begins.  I was wondering if I should return home now? Or should I start searching for another job? On one hand I didn't want to go back to a place where I never had to live and on the other side there was no reason to stay here either. Mentally or physically I was comp

Feelings SO, In my last blog, I ended up by saying that I will tell you - How I was feeling leaving everything behind and finally moving towards a life I always used to dream? Whoa!!, the first time in my entire life I was entirely filled with my complete emotions. I was feeling heavy down in my heart, wanted to cry but can't show tears, very fascinated...and whatnot. I was absorbing all of my emotions (which I had never done in my life). Unlike others, I was not able to control my emotions at all, until the time came where my parents dropped me at my company's accommodation. I can never forget the date I started my career i.e. the new year of 2k18. We left our place very early in the morning with a car full of my stuff, younger sibling, and Of 'course my parents. My family was visiting my workplace for the first time, though I came for the interview before with one of my friend (Jhilmil). She also got selected there, at that time she is the only person to me with whom I wo

Restrictions So,  Here i was on my eighteens and was about to complete my aviation course. A girl who don't want any restrictions or boundations in her life, a 18 years old girl who always pretend to be very confident, ambitious, goal oriented . From not very much typical marwari family where she is allowed to do parties but not in night, she can go out and hangout but not in night, she can talk to any friend but not in night, where she can introduce her male friends to her family but not her boyfriend, that's beside the point that she can introduce her boyfriend as her friend... hahahaha ... LOL . A girl having almost every freedom in her life or should i say day life?. But not at all allowed to do the same things in night, expect studying, watching movie in her one and only PC with low volume instructions. I don't know about other girls having the same restrictions in their life but when it comes on me as i told earlier i hate these constraint of my family (but it doe